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2003-12-15 Move move move!!!
2003-12-02 Move
2003-12-02 I couldn't keep it up...
2003-11-24 Good News
2003-11-22 Care
2003-11-18 Miscommunication
2003-11-18 He will never understand...
2003-11-17 Are you taking a drug?
2003-11-11 Tuna Bowl
2003-11-11 Found a baby


2003-12-15 Move move move!!!

Since I'm using public diary site, it messed up my diary.

Click here to go to MAGUISM, it will take you to NEW English Diary site! Thank you!

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2003-12-02 Move

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2003-12-02 I couldn't keep it up...

Finally, me and RM decided to separate.

That was my decision.

RM tried to work it out.

He is a really sweet guy.

Also he is kind, funny and does anything for me.

We just have different "VALUE" and the difference made me cry alot.

I've started to think that if it's worth to be with him even though I've been crying.

This after school, I was sitting on the bench with RM.

I started to crying when I though about how it is sad my days without him.

If it's before he would say something nice to make me feel better.

If it's before he would hold me tight and make me feel better.

But today, he probably thought that it's better to leave me alone until I get relax

He just played with his cell phone next to me crying.

I found out that it's hard to be with him anymore.

I wanted him to say something to make me feel better.

I wanted him to hold me close.

I just wanted his tender huggy.

I found out that I can't be with him if I couldn't tell him these basic please.

This is the reason I decided to be myself again.

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You will be fine. Don't think too much deeply, Life is fucking great. Be yourself and nice to see you,.^^ / 幽鬼 ( 2003-12-06 13:51 )

2003-11-24 Good News

RM's family took me to a Chinese restaurant last night.

After we ate dinner, a waiter brought us Chinese fortune cookies.

On my fortune paper, it said" Success and wealth your future."

On RM's, it said "You are always Entertain people"

Next we looked at his mom's, it said " You are suprised upon to someone's good news."

Then RM looked at me and said " Good news?! Someone's pregnant!?"

Please don't.

That entertained me, but not funny for his mom.

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2003-11-22 Care

I've been struggling writing Essay.

My instructor is a bitch. She is not helping.

I've been complaining about her and her class.

I know it's not helping my situation.

Just gotta do it.

RM has been helping me so hard.

Even though he's been nice to me, I've been grampy and didn't treat him well.

I didn't listen to him well.

He must've been frustrated.

But still he doesn't give up.

Today, I've realized that he is the one I have to care about well.

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+Takeshi+Yes, I will behave myself..... / magu ( 2003-11-27 06:55 )
Looks like RM cares for you a lot! Seems like he has a lot of patience for you. That's good. If you want him to stay next to you, then you should treat him well! / Takeshi ( 2003-11-25 01:51 )

2003-11-18 Miscommunication

Yesterday, I was so pissed off because of RM.

I didn't feel like going to the writing center so I just went home and took a nap.

Even after I woke up, I didn't feel good.

I saw him online and told him that I was mad at him.

He didn't know why I was mad and asked me why.

I explained him the reason but at the begining he didn't apology.

So I called him he was a typical American that believe nothing is his fault, everything is others fault and/or never apologize people.

After I listended his excuse, we found out that we had miscommunication.

So I forgave him because there is no reason me to being grumpy.

Later I went to his house and ate his mom's spagehtti.

It was delicious.

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(Takeshi)Thank you for your advise. I will try to sleep at the same time everynight. / magu ( 2003-11-19 20:34 )
By the way, where are you from? / Takeshi ( 2003-11-19 03:52 )
Maybe he doesn't understand you as much as you think he does...that's why you were pissed off. As for your sleep problem, maybe you should try to sleep at the same time everynight. If you keep a schedule, your body will get used to it. / Takeshi ( 2003-11-19 03:51 )

2003-11-18 He will never understand...

Today, in Spanish Class, teacher was explaining us some grammatical stuff.

He was repeating a certain word which I didn't know the meaning.

Because he was repeating the word, I thought I should look up the meaning from my dictionary.

Even in Japanese I couldn't understand it well.


Then I looked up the board, there were 2 different sentences and the professor has just finished expaining.


I have no idea what was going on.


So I asked RM who sat next to me what the difference of 2 sentences.


He explained me but I couldn't understand.


So I asked him again.


Then he said " Are you listening to our professor??"

He repeated.








That truned me off so bad.






I am not a native speaker.


Even though I am listening to him perfectly,

it doesn't mean I am going to understand 100%.




Of course I am trying to understand what our professor says,

but I don't think I am going to understand just as much as RM does at this my Egnlish level.




I think RM knows what my English level is because he talks to me alot.



What he said to me today hurt me so bad.




And also, today before Spanish class,

RM told me that he doesn't want to take Spanish203 because in the class,

students need to write paragraphs in Spanish.



Then I said that it was easy.





Then he said



"YOU CAN"T EVEN WRITE PARAGRAPH IN ENGLISH!"




Before we became friends, he told me that he respects international students because they speaks non-mother language in a foreign country.



I don't think he respects me.



I'm not saying he MUST respect me,


but at least he should know what hurt international students.




I don't want to talk to him until he truely apology me.

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2003-11-17 Are you taking a drug?

These days I always fall a sleep in RM's house.

He just let me sleep so I sleep for 4-6hours usually.

Today, he had to wake me up because he was going to hang out with his friends.

As he waking me up, he was asking me if I'm taking drugs because I'm always tired and fall asleep.

NO WAY!

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(Takeshi)YES, I do. I don't know why I'm always sleepy these days, tho. Do you have any advice me to take away my sleepiness? / magu ( 2003-11-18 05:51 )
Don't you sleep at night? / Takeshi ( 2003-11-18 02:25 )

2003-11-11 Tuna Bowl


For dinner, I cooked Tuna Bowl for RM's family.

It's really easy and delicious.

Click here for the recipe of the Tuna Bowl

I put Green leaves and sesami in rice and mixed together.

It tasted very simple and RM's mom liked it very much.

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2003-11-11 Found a baby

On RM's birthday, his mother was so sick that she coudn't come to dinner at a reastarurant.

Me and his family except his mom ate at a Mexican Restaurant.

Food was very good.

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【Takeshi】Ah, I forgot to tell him!!!he he he he he / magu ( 2003-11-11 21:53 )
So did you tell RM your feelings? What did he say? / Takeshi ( 2003-11-11 03:01 )

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